Ancient = 21/25
English = 9/10
Business Studies = 43/60

And oh my, I went to a restaurant today and they didn't have plates...

Legal = 8.5/10

Modern History = 19/25.

NOT GOOD. I wonder what I got for my handwritten, sorry attempt of an Ancient source test... I almost lost like 10 marks if I hadn't fixed it up in the end. DDD:

I have decided that Callum will be a little abusive and I know exactly what the plot of Running Back is. I've only written the prologue and chapter one and I am beginning to feel of wanting to continue to write.

It was a feeling I haven't felt since I wrapped up Embrassez Moi, and I missed it... so, I welcome you back, Longing.

It's actually really fun to write the interactions between Kaitlum and to step into Katilin's shoes and think like her; however it is kind of tiring to introduce her posse in one chapter. Chapter one has 4419 words, a bit longer than I wanted but that's okay. I decided that I would write the next bit in chapter two - a short, awkward phone conversation between Kaitlin and her mother who will mostly be left unseen in this story.

The readers will get to meet her (well, see her through flashbacks) in Marissa's story.

And the rating for Running Back will be M while Chasing Felix is rated T.

Chapter two of RB has a not-so-explicit sex scene and I don't look forward to writing it. It's going to be awkward but the sex is essential in RB; so let's see how it will turn out.

Crap, I bet.

Oh and I love Kaitlin. She's a more sinister, daring, sexual persona of mine and I probably will be able to finish this story in twelve months.

I am procrastinating like a fucking crazy lunatic.

Almost all my shit is due this week and I haven't even completed half of anything and the fact that I've only been on Gaia, fictionpress and RO for the past eight weeks.

Needless to say, I've lost interest in NTS and I've moved onto Running Back and sometimes Chasing Felix. When I feel like writing NTS again, I will continue.

LOL. Shit. My mum just found photos of myself when I was a kid and man was I ugly/cute. I had the smallest hands when I did the peace sign but damn, my mum gave me crap haircuts. >_____________<

OMG. I have entered another J-boy mania. WTFOOK MAN. <333

Teppei is so cute... he reminds me of my sister's friend and that's even cuter. xD;;

LOL. I think my dad poisoned me because I had to crap so many times after I drank his soup. DD:

So I changed the story title to Running Back but SWCD was a good title. No progress was made to RB but I did a LITTLE bit of studying today.

Gosh. I spent the whole day on Gaia, vending and fucked up badly with the stupid recipes. Enough said. I hate ZOMG now.

After writing almost 1.4k worth of words for chapter one of SWCD. I'm still skeptical with his first name - I don't want something fancy but I want something that would suit him completely. I mean he's a jackass who will eventually reform himself to win Caitlin over.

But it's his arrogance that had made Caitlin fall for him in the first place...

PLUS. I SHOULD BE DOING MY HOMEWORK AND WORKING ON MY ASSIGNMENTS.

It's kind of funny... really. My second one-shot, which will be coming out eventually is a basis for my prequel to Chasing Felix. The prequel will be roughly set three years before CF and deals with the older sister of the Owen family.

While Chasing Felix deals with the angst and issues that Marissa has to deal with; the whirlwind of having her mother die on her way to her graduation to moving back to her father's hometown which is basically three hours away from civilisation. The story will naturally deal with Marissa's past and her mixed feelings of alienation and discomfort.

I might as well do it for my HSC stimulus material. -___-

Anyways, the name of the prequel is 'currently' Sleeping with Callum Davenport. His name MIGHT change because I'm still undecided with his first name; it first started off as Javier and then it moved onto Blake and now, I've settled onto Callum. The novel will be told from the perspective of Caitlin Owen (though, I may decide to change her last name because I'm still not completely content with 'Owen) and you'll get to see the contrast between both sisters.

Even if I haven't uploaded CF yet.

SWCD will explore Caitlin's last year of high school and deal with her disastrous storm of a relationship with her male counterpart.

I lack a better word for him. I guess the most suited term for him would be... her fuckbuddy. Their relationship is quite complicated and tempestuous (like the second chapter of SoC) as both characters are quick-tempered and possesses quite a potty-mouth.

SWCD is quite a story because it deals with Machivellian drama in high school and both characters possess quite shrewd minds and I'll have so much typing at how they'll get even with each other. I see a lot of unexpected moodswings and tears of frustration from Caitlin and her screams of retatilation.

She's quite a feminist, disregarding the fact that she relies on fucking him to stop herself from committing suicide - even if he's the reason while she's figuratively suicidal - and god, I'm going to have so much fun slipping into the role of the manipulative bitch who has quite a vindictive strike.

It's funny how no one seems to create such characters like her - well they do but their role isn't big enough - so I'm going to have a novel revolving around people of her kind who won't hesitate to crush other people for their own personal gain.

I'll definitely have to say that out of all the characters of the Port Elizabeth universe, Callum and Caitlin will be the most flawed - especially Caitlin, even if she doesn't have to deal with the death of her mother yet - because of course, they are STILL children who have too much time in their hands.

I would have to liken them to Alex and Adrian from Myrika's work of Reason and Romance but at the same time, I don't think Caitlin and Callum would be as sane as the former pair. I mean, as if Caitlin will resort to dating someone to make Callum jealous, she'll do a hell lot worse considering she's a mean bitch who would put Mean Girls to shame.

Callum, on the other hand, is a real jackass who, tragically MUST have a cliche of being a softie to Caitlin. He's the type of guy who would never be able to handle a crying girl (well, he doesn't really give a shit about anyone else other than his mother and the love of his life: Caitlin.) and would stand in the rain for Caitlin while holding an umbrella for her.

One thing for sure, they're both fun characters, even if they are living in Port Elizabeth which is supposed to be much more of a pacifist place in Australia. The crime rate is rather low but one thing will be sure, Caitlin's perspective of Port Elizabeth is way different from Marissa's POV.

Before I forget, I should say something about the second chapter of SoC. Riley and Kyle's happily-ever-after is delayed by like eight years while Caitlin and Callum will get together quickly. If I was to say, both stories are messed up in their own ways and now I'm contemplating on whether to change Callum's name to Cameron. :OOO

So I was watching some FFX AMV that was based on Redeeming Love. The video captivated me with its music and spiffytastic editing; it made me want to read the book so badly and experience the emotions that I experienced watching AMV to a greater extent.

Redeeming Love written by Francine Rivers, is a historical romance novel set in the 1850's Gold Rush in California. The central theme of the novel is to portray the redeeming love of God towards sinners. It is consumed by the rough-and-tumble atmosphere of greed and desire; a tale of a heartbreaking romance between a prostitute and the upright and kind farmer who marries her.

I wonder if the school has it, and if it doesn't... I'll try the library near my home. And if that library doesn't have it, then I'm screwed.

LOL. I choked on my water after reading this, while procrastinating.

Bella has received relatively negative reception from critics. Publishers Weekly states that, after her transformation into a vampire, "it's almost impossible to identify with her" in Breaking Dawn. Lilah Lohr of the Chicago Tribune compares Bella's character to the story of the Quileute werewolves and describes it as "less satisfying." During Twilight, Kirkus Reviews stated that "Bella's appeal is based on magic rather than character", but that her and Edward's "portrayal of dangerous lovers hits the spot". In the review of New Moon, Kirkus Reviews said that Bella's personality was "flat and obsessive". Laura Miller of salon.com said, in regards to Edward and Bella, "neither of them has much personality to speak of." Entertainment Weekly's Jennifer Reese, in her review of Breaking Dawn noted, in regard to Bella, "You may wish she had loftier goals and a mind of her own, but these are fairy tales, and as a steadfast lover in the Disney princess mold, Bella has a certain saccharine appeal", and that during Bella's pregnancy "she is not only hard to identify with but positively horrifying, especially while guzzling human blood to nourish the infant." Washington Post journalist Elizabeth Hand noted how Bella was often described as breakable and that "Edward's habit of constantly pulling her onto his lap or having her ride on his back further emphasize her childlike qualities", continuing to write that "the overall effect is a weird infantilization that has repellent overtones to an adult reader and hardly seems like an admirable model to foist upon our daughters (or sons)." Gina Dalfonzo, in an article posted on the National Review website, calls Bella "self-deprecating" before her transformation into a vampire, and afterwards she is "insufferably vain". Dalfonzo also states that Bella gets what she wants and discovers her worth "by giving up her identity and throwing away nearly everything in life that matters." Natalie Pompilio of The Philadelphia Inquirer notes that Bella is selfish for "putting aside friendships and family for her Edward obsession.'

Yes, I know it's from Wikipedia, but I laughed at it.

She is such a hateable character. xD

WTFOOK MAN. UGH.
MY TEACHER IS GIVING ME WORK
EVEN WHEN I'M DROPPING THE SUBJECT.
SOMEONE IN MY MODERN HISTORY
DOESN'T NEED TO DO WORK
WHEN SHE'S DROPPING IT.
SHE'S ALLOWED TO DO SOME OTHER SUBJECT'S WORK (I'm so jealous)
BECAUSE MRS. K IS VERY UNDERSTANDING;
UNLIKE MR. B. ;___;
I LOVE ALL MY TEACHERS - EXCEPT BGEE. <333

So today, there were a big bunch of stupid juniors standing in the senior line so I pushed past them to get to the front of the canteen line. The brat beside me started complaining, and this is how it went:
I'm finally going to start on my schoolwork tomorrow, but I was supposed to start today, after school but I was too tired so I ended up reading Inuyasha and watching A Very Long Engagement on YouTube. I'm sad that Jacquou Le Croquant isn't on YouTube and the version elsewhere doesn't have subs.

Tonight, I was actually supposed to go to some engagement party of my sister's co-worker's but I wasn't bothered. It wasn't like I knew the girl in the first place... and it's too hot to get on a train.

I just realised that Dean is practically the same age as his mother was when she died. Anyways, man was Mary hot when she was nineteen; I actually never expected her to be a hunter and it was so gross to see her kiss her dad.

I think one of the most heart-breaking moments of Supernatural is that talk between Dean and Mary; the emotion Jensen Ackles put into it was so heart-wrenching; almost like how Leonardo made me cry in Titanic.
On a further note; I found it kind of out of whack to drag angels and demons into Supernatural. The series first started as what I wanted it to be, hunting different types of the paranormal, but it soon turned into a soapie with the paranormal, but I'm not complaining, I love the series.

I'm so happy that Life, Heroes and Supernatural is back but I'm kind of bemused with Dr. Suresh becoming some nymphomaniac... but I don't like Maya and her banished Spanish accent, she's so easily manipulated... and well... I just find her dislikable.

And what? Ali Carter is playing another character... DUDE. How many lookalikes are there in Heroes? But I feel bad for Claire because she lost all sensations of pain after Sylar slashed her skull open and poked his dirty finger into her brain. I laughed when she asked if he was going to eat it.

I really like HappySlip, she's so funny and beautiful and I love her voice when she sings. I wonder if it's true that Filos can all sing... I mean, at the Year 12 Graduation, I would NEVER ever forget the girl's voice because she sang Time After Time and I just got mesmerised.

I don't know which is my favourite impersonation from HappySlip, but she's so funny with the sisters and her family members. I love her Virginian Accent as well and her many, dramatic facial expressions.


School's back and I ended up not updating NTS or getting my Ls. It's been cold; except for Monday when I had stupid sport...
(I thought sport was finished by now...)
I've had to encounter someone I don't like twice this week and it's been unpleasant... but I've had worse. My booklets are so thick but I'm glad I got something to do now.

Currently, I'm learning about WWI (indepth) in Modern History and Pompeii (my teacher keeps bringing up the brothel) in Ancient History. I've received two modules from stupid Business Services (and I have to wait until February to drop it...)

Anyways, I've been watching Hana-Kimi and I love Ella; she looks sooooooo much like my mother and she's so cute but that guy who's supposed to play Izumi is... boring.

P.S. I've been experimenting with LJ and I find it really amusing to see all the dedications to KAT-TUN. I just recently finished watching Nobuta wo Produce and I LOVED it (not Kame really, but I love his acting). It makes me want to watch more Japanese dramas, I actually prefer it over Taiwanese and Korean dramas. I'm going to finish watching Hana-Kimi before downloading more J-dramas.

Honestly, it becomes a pain in the ass when I'm just leisurely playing RO when some random person comes up and asks "Are you Pinoy?"

WHO CARES WHAT NATIONALITY I AM.

Does it matter in virtue world? I don't think so because virtue world SHOULD only revolve around virtue world - and not reality.

Why do people ALWAYS lecture me on God? I respect other peoples' views but why can't they accept my nonchalant views.

I know sometimes I sound more like an Atheist instead of an Agnostic and yeah, sometimes I have to fight the urge to scoff at the idea of God because our world is all messed up because of human beings, and yet this formless Supreme Being is nowhere to be seen, helping us.


Sometimes; I wonder if I am Agnostic or Atheist because I am "skeptical of all supernatural beings and cite a lack of empirical evidence for the existence of deities", but I believe that I fall under the category of Apathetic agnosticism.

"Apathetic agnosticism - the view that there is no proof of either the existence or nonexistence of any deity, but since any deity that may exist appears unconcerned for the universe or the welfare of its inhabitants, the question is largely academic anyway." - Some Awesome Site.

However, I can somewhat fall under the category of Agnostic atheism because - as aformentioned - I laugh at the very idea of deities and ghosts; however, if that is the case, then my views should clash because I sometimes do like to use God as a scapegoat for "bad luck, good luck, and etc." and the fact that I use "Oh my god" and such phrases in my everyday lingo without really referring to The Supreme Being in general.

I believe, you should all be informed by now that I don't believe in luck or guardian angels; I believe in the scientific views of timing, place and situation. If you were to stumble upon something that would be deemed as "unlucky", I just believe that you were at the wrong place in the wrong time; and that if you had been faster or slower, you would not be in such a situation.

Okay, so my views always clash with my mother's views but at least, I don't act like a bitch and go on and on and try to force my views on people (like some unnamed people who make it their life's duty to rain upon me with their unwanted beliefs). I believe that one person's morality, beliefs and ethical views are different from someone else's but in the past, the Church has tried to dominate and supress other views that are deemed "heretical" like how the world did not revolve around The Earth and how our planet was not flat.

An example of this would be Galileo Galilei, who was an astromer who played a large role in the Scientific Revoution. Some of his achievements include improvements to the telescope and consequent astronomical observations, and support for Copernicanism. He was considered the "father of modern physics and astronomical observations"; but in 1633, he was trialed for heresy and was placed under house arrest, take back what he believed in and had his Dialogue banned.

It was later proven that he had been right and that The Church had been wrong.

There are more cases that deal with forcing beliefs on other people like The Hitler Fiasco and other controversal historical events.

Before I rest my case - as a lot of people probably have the subject title swerving in their heads - I would just like to say that I don't mean to offend ANYONE who actually reads this and that, I'm only trying to indulge in my views and have it written somewhere for me to relieve my poor head from masses of frustration.

I rest my case now, before it gets out of hand and I have people throwing bricks at me.

P.S. Very soon, I will have an entry on Discrimination of any sort posted up, but right now, it's just my religious beliefs that clash with my mother AND my religious beliefs clash with themselves.

I might also have an entry about Humanity and other Philosophical issues, that deal with God and other religions. You can bash me all you like but I really don't give a crap, Dearie. :)

P.P.S. Chapter two of NTS is currently at 2792 words, and still increasing, but my muse has disappeared for now as Mama is a tiring charade to deal with.

If it's true... then I think Twilight sucks even more. I recently found out that The Twilight OST would be featuring Yiruma's pieces instead of composing their own. I kind of find it unacceptable for Yiruma's masterpieces to have to associate with Bella Swan - it would be nice of them to compose a melody JUST for her; instead of buying some premade piano piece.


Perhaps it was Breaking Dawn that made me dislike Twilight in the first place. I remember being part of the millions who worshipped Edward Cullen and the first Twilight book; but within months; I have seen all its flaws and I'm thoroughly disgusted by it. I may be biased but I don't think I would want to go to the cinemas to watch Twilight because I don't think it's worth it.

I know a lot of people share the same views as me and I for one am not the only one who thinks Twilight sucks as mylinniie agrees with me; but I don't think she has read the books yet.

I find the Harry Potter Saga and the The Twilight Saga to be very similar; here are my evidence to prove my statements:

• They both start off as being great and enjoyable to read.
• They reach a point where millions of people worship the respective novels.
• They both become fucked up towards the end.
• They both have unrealistic happy endings that should NOT have occured.
• Both authors didn't know WHEN to stop.

I, at one point was VERY devoted to the respective sagas but as time and age wore on and both authoresses decided to kill the ending; I end up hating them, but still reading them to find out how badly could it swerve off the edge and fall down the spiral spinning.
I guess, in the end, I preferred Harry Cuphead over Bella Selfish-face because of many reasons; for one, Harry was selfless but still rather arrogant while Bella was as selfish and self-centered as someone can get.

Harry had a rather rough upbringing; having lost his parents at the age of one because some power-hungry maniac blasted some green light at his parents and had to endure more than a decade worth of humilation and degrading attitudes from his relatives. However, he was still an enjoyable character to read and watch as he developed into a young man with responsibilities.

Bella, on the other hand was just a child from a divorced family who had it rather easy - until she met Edward and decided to give everyone hell. She manipulated the hearts of two male adolescents and almost caused them to die. She has not accepted her responsibilities and continued to cause havoc upon the Quileutes and the Cullen Clan.

To sum it up, I'm too fucking tired to continue ranting and my blister is hurting so goodnight LJ.

P to the dot to the S. I think I despise Twilight (mainly Bella) now.

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Well you all know it, it's a four/five book saga about vampires and shapeshifters. It's being made into a movie and the series have sold 50 millions copies worldwide but I don't even know why the book is so good; other than Edward, the series sucks.

Let's begin...

Bella has terrible characterisation. She is nothing more than a selfish, whiny, sex-crazed teenage female who fell in love with Edward, simply because he is supernatural. I doubt she is even TRULY in love with him; other than the fact that he smells nice and is a vampire. You would think she would have some respect on the fact that he is controlling himself from not crushing him - then she goes and seduces him when he injures her.

I have to say, she's the typical damsel-in-distress that miraculously becomes drop-dead gorgeous and graceful when she becomes one of them. If I have to use derogatory terms; I would label her as a whore who likes to stir up trouble. Many people almost died/did die because of her selfish actions of looking for trouble. You would think Alice would've seen her mother in danger and if she had been less self-centred, James wouldn't have been attracted to her.

Moving on, Edward is definitely a masochist and a bit fucked in the head for liking Bella in the first place. Okay, so maybe she smells like mouth-watering fuchsia but you would think her personality would be a bit unbearing. I swear, their relationship is all about fascination and not true love. He did the right thing by leaving her in New Moon but she just has to venture to Italy and cause more havoc.

For a moment in Breaking Dawn, when Renesme almost kills her, "Good Grief" zoomed right through my mind because I actually thought the whore was going to die. This isn't because I'm jealous of her or something but she's just VERY frustrating and I'm not the only one to think that.

The last thing I must point out would be Breaking Dawn itself because that was one weird book that was even worse than the fanfictions on ff.net. The whole baby scenario was out of whack, frozen sperm, HELLO, WTF much? S. Meyer really messed up, if it was me, I would have ended it at Twilight and left it up to the readers to imagine to their heart's contents. Midnight Sun would've been tolerable but NW, EC and BD killed my heart.

I should end the rant now before I actually go into depth, I just have to say,  S. Meyer isn't actually a good writer, and Edward was the ONLY reason why she got famous.

HELL YEAH. School's out - finally.

Let's see, I must get my Ls by the end of the two week holiday before I start Year twelve - OMG. I'm old! - and actually update NTS. Chapter two of NTS currently has 2,533 words and I'll work on it after I finish rewatching FMA. I'm such a lazy bum, I plan on lazing around the house for the next two weeks before entering nine months of torture.

I've recently gotten back into Neopets... I'm such a loser and it's SO FUN.

I feel so bad for neglecting NTS, LJ and RO because of Neopets... but I'm sure the addiction will die down once I enter my HSC course... can't wait for it; I had two weeks worth of bludging at school because the stupid Year tens took our exam timeslot and we couldn't start our HSC course yet because it was illegal. So fucking gay, I mean, wouldn't it be better to start ASAP and plus, I bet stupid private schools cheat anyways, and I got this stupid letter from my school: "YOU MUST PAY YOUR $70" or something along those lines...

I was always under the impression that it was voluntary so why the fuck did I receive that stupid notice that demands more than two weeks of my allowance?
(Stupid greedy bastards who erect a metal bench in the middle of bumfuck where the sun can shine in its full glory upon the shitty bench.)

HAHAHAHA. An update FINALLY.

I don't know what to write but yeah, exams are over and it's freaking hot and I'm sick.

End of story.

My god... it's only Day Three and I'm SO sick of two names: Mohamad and Thi.

Dun. Dun. Dun.

I SWEAR. EVERY FREAKING FOLDER HAS IT SCRAWLED AS ITS TITLE. Can't people be more original with their kids' names???

I'm actually really enjoying work placement but I wouldn't want to do it again because I HAVE FREAKING CALLUSES NOW.

OMFGWTFBBQPLOX, excuse you but I have princess-hands!

-Dunks them in lotion-

x.x;;

My poor fingertips don't deserve to go through this torment.

Moar loshunz plox. Lawl.

...

Stupid Ritchie...

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To Do List.

• Must start on Business speech.
• Must start on Business plan.
• Must work on Modern History Speech.
• Must study for exams.
• Must finish reading The Tenth Circle.
• Must dunk my hands in lotion.
• Must watch finish watching Code Geass and Venus Versus Virus.
• Must make a YouTube video.
• Must finish notes and perfect my essays.
• Must finish watching SMOSH videos.
• Must finish reading Breaking Dawn.

* Cross out when completed.

I must say, HappySlip is an amazing singer; but then, most filos have hot voices anyways.

P.S. I think I found my neighbour's folder but I had a good time cracking up on peoples' names and attemptng to decipher some peoples' handwritings. You would think they would have the curtesty to write properly...